^WILL THERE BE ANY BETTER?^

i'm looking to a star.. wishing that everything .. will get better... but.. my heart whispering.. will there be any better??

for someone..
who couldn't understand..
they will ask for a thing...
my changes....
i need to change..

yes...i need to change... but why??

all people around..
will not understand how..
my heart..my eyes..my body..
keep playing the same rhythm...
the rhythm of conscious....doubt..confusing...,
about how i feel about myself..

i am not who i am supposed to be... totally different from what i am expected to be.. could i can't be the way i am right now?? i just love myself.. will there be any better?? if i change...

will it be any better???....