^USAHA TANGGA KEJAYAAN, USHA TANDA KEMATANGAN..HEHEHE^

kt slalu dgr usaha tangga kejayaan...sape berusaha die berjaya...man jada wa jada...tp...camne lak kalo org tu berusaha tp die x berjaye gk...hurmm...kalo ikut pglmn aku...n dr pglmn kwn2 n family aku...slalu kalo usaha tp x berjaya ni...mungkin sbb de something bad yg kt dh wat n mende2 tu mngecikkn ati org2 sekeliling kt...yess..aku prnhh lalui mende tu...aku tlh mengkurarajrkn diri aku terhadap ayah aku...haha...sbnrnye..aku x rs pon mcm kurg ajr mule2...tp hati ayah sapa yg tahu...keh3...ye rr hati org tue...wpun laki n nmpk kuat..tp ttp tacing..aku ni dh rr jenis yg x sensitip..igt mende tu cam x kuang ajaq..tp skali bpkku tertacing daa...hehehe...n akibatnye..aku tlh melalui ms2 yg dasat dlm idop aku..huhu..aku ni mmg mende yg plg aku takut ialah failure...hohoho...nmpk je kuat..macho tp koh3...kalo fail pekse sedey beb...mungkin kalo aku putus cinta ke...putus jari ke kn reject ke...x sesedey cam kalo aku fail pekse...keh3...ye rr...dr kecik lg aku mmg cite2 setinggi everest...so sesape yg rase die sek gagal je dlm idop..cb duduk kjp sorg2.bertenang..berfikir...muhasabah diri..n crk kt mn silap diri sendiri n..mtklah petunjuk dr Allah...mtk ampun kt org2 yg rs ko dh wat salah nk2 kt mak n ayah kt...ingat..syurga ditapak kaki mereka...kalo rase2 cam xde salah tu...jgn igt Allah saje nk mengancurkn kt n Allah saje nk tgk kt gagal tp sbnrnye Allah nk tlg kt...aku teringat satu ayat n ayat ini mmg sentiasa tersimpan dlm inbox enpon aku sampai skang (thanx to pojie yg send msg ni kt aku)...."sometimes kt berdoa utk kuat...tp knp byk dugaan..sometimes kt mtk utk cerdik tp masalah pulak timbul..sometimes kt mtk kebahagisaan tp huru hara plak..tp igt..dugaaan menjadikan mental kt kuat..masalah menjadikan kt berfikir...huru hara menjadikan kt tabah" hebat x Allah..semuanya ade hikmah..n ade satu hadis yg membuatkn aku berfikir..."telah berkata jibril : Wahai tuhan..engkau sampaikanlah hajat hambamu... maka Allah menjawab: Biarkanlah hambaku itu, krn aku mencintai suaranya...riwayat oleh Anas bin Malik" n kegagalan bkn penyebab yg kt ni bodoh @ dungu tetapi menjadikan kt lebih matang utk mghadapi dugaan....

^STUDY HARD OR STUDY SMART?^

bg aku 2-2 pon perlu...depends on bagaimana susahnye sesuatu subjek tu @ sejauh mn thp IQ seseorg tu...kalo org tu bijak...just keep the style of study smartt..xyah bc buku byk sgt...just spend1 to 2 hours everyday to do all the revision and homeworks..n the rest of time by spending time for useful activities...but what if seseorg tu leh nk dikatekn slow sket tp punya keinginan utk berjaya (kagum ngan org camni)...they need 1-2 hours just to understand 1 topic or else 1 or 2 hours is not enough for that...in that case...the phrase study hard is useful right? they need to work more harder and spend a little more time for study....but it was doesnt matter..Allah kn suke org2 yg berusaha!! Kejayaan akan sentiasa mengiringi org2 yg berusaha..yahoo!! so...i think the phrase study smart not study hard...is depending on individual performance n abilities...btol x??

^WILL THERE BE ANY BETTER?^

i'm looking to a star.. wishing that everything .. will get better... but.. my heart whispering.. will there be any better??

for someone..
who couldn't understand..
they will ask for a thing...
my changes....
i need to change..

yes...i need to change... but why??

all people around..
will not understand how..
my heart..my eyes..my body..
keep playing the same rhythm...
the rhythm of conscious....doubt..confusing...,
about how i feel about myself..

i am not who i am supposed to be... totally different from what i am expected to be.. could i can't be the way i am right now?? i just love myself.. will there be any better?? if i change...

will it be any better???....

^FRIENDS^

Friend??..It was hard to find true friend...but once we find a true friend...we must accept the good and the the bad side of her/him so willingly..never complaint and nagging...because friend is someone who does care about us and keep our secret..so love your friend sincerely and be a good friend to them....true friend will always be beside you either in happiness or sadness...

These are my true friend that had lighten up all my days till now

Ni Marliyani bt Omar a.k.a mama...
amacam? cute x? hahaha...byk peminat ni...mr os..mr roti kurasan..hahaha...bocor rahsie!! tp die x lyn pon...macho je die...tp aku lg macho rr..so aku x riso..hahaha..hurm...mama ni baik cam ibu2 rr...tp ibu2 zaman moden rr sbb die ske tgk anime...die ni kire plg baik rr dlm geng ktrg sbbnye byk gk rr kuali n kualiti yg baik2 dlm diri die cthnye..--> die sgt menepati ms...die pengemas...erm...die baikk..ermm die baik...sbnrnye aku xde idea nk tulis spe..hehehe...haa..sbnrnye..
ktrg ni dh knal time matrix dulu..si pojie rr yg knalkn..tp 2-2 blagk rr
dulu...wat bodo je bile jumpe..keh3...kt cni terus jd rapat...2 rr org kt
bersombong2 dahulu...berbaik2 kemudian...hehe..tu org kt ke aku kt?
tp xpe..aku mewakili seluruh rakyat Malaysia yg kt...

haa...ni nenek uni..hahaha..name die ni pelik sket...leh msk court ni...Noor Juwaina Ayuni bt Mohd cam kes juvana tu...tp len sket rr...die ni kiut gk kn? wah3 sal kwn aku sume kiut2 ni?? musykil2...die ni geng 1 kapla ngan aku nk wat mende2 bengong....nk tdo2..nk bsg2...nk ngumpat2...nk tgk cter antu...hehehe...die ni klakar...dh rr pekak...kah3...de ke die kt suami idaman die naruto?..pelik gk aku ngan org2 yg bercinta dgn org2 di alam maya ni..hehehe...tp die dh de boyfren rr...boyfren die kiut gk cam die...hahahaha...pasni banje eh...
byk dh aku puji korg ni...hehehe...

^FIRST POST^

yess..finally i hav my own blog...bleh rr ngarut2 lebeh sket...wahh..hari yg pnt...br je abes test digit td...hope to get good markhs...xnk repeat lg..letih...huhuhu..tp sem ni alhamdulillah rr smgt sket...more focus..xde rr fikiran tu rewang2 tmpt len...hehehe...maybe sbb 'beban' dh berkurang kot..i enjoy my life now even sometimes keje byk melimpah2 sampai mate dh cam kn tumbuk sbb tdo x cukup...but i feel very happy~~ happy ...happy~ n happy~